High and Dry

HiomgitsbeensolongsinceI'veupdatedmostofthepoepleIknowhaveprobablymovedonordied.

=)

Sorry for the really really really long absence. I have no plausible explanation for that period that I disappeared from virtual existance. Maybe except that I forgot.

Anyway, school's started for like 3 weeks now. And it's a bitch! Homework homework homework. And MASS PE! Don't ever forget Mass PE. At least' its over.

Well bye for now. Still got a history tutorial that's due tomorrow. Failure to do it will result in very very much pain for me.
-KJ

OMGWTFBBQ!

BBQ tomorrow! Song balls!

-KJ

Trashed and Scattered

Keep on writing you're just raping yourself (nothing can take my mind away from them)
Don't you ask about me, ask 'bout somebody else (Once I've fallen there's many stories to tell)
I can't feel it, won't embrace it, it's overwhelming how far ya take it (I'm in a state of questioning)
And don't you tell me you know we' re destined, you won't convince me,
I won't listen (Resentment building, you've put our lives on hold)

Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low
You waste breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold
My destination is always unknown, I'll find my way there
but you Goddamn Motherfuckers always wasting my time

I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone
Sedated nights to the bar room fights a metropolis takes its toll
And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know
Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control

Play your game,you better walk away cause your integrity don't mean shit
Crawl on me you fucking parasite, but I'm gonna take you out

Label me, that's fine, I'll be somebody else (Nothing in front of me but holes ahead)
Lie about my life, have a story to tell (Lights went down, was on the edge and I fell)
Oh you're so insightful, let me remind you to twist and break me,
should make you worried (Long way to go and you're right there)
Two-faced liar, don't try and know me, deceit brings fire,
makes sure you can't breathe (Pick at pieces of my body below)

I never bothered with all the rumors, too much garbage (all the same)
I'll stand right here, come on you falsehood deceitful liar (There's no shame)
Don't ever take my side, I know you're never right, I'll justify the means (Nothing's what it seems)
I'll stand around and fight, but there's no point tonight, been chained to this machine

Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low
You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold
My destination is always unknown, I'll find my way to hell but
Goddamn Impostor are you out of your mind?

I walk down these roads alone and now you're seen here
My feelings that I'm having towards you are perfectly clear (I control this ride)
My devils appetite is tonight and now I'm alright
But you goddamn motherfuckers always wasting my time

Play your game and walk away cause your integrity don't mean shit
Crawl on me you fucking parasite, and I'm gonna take you out

I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone
Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll
And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know
Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control

Don't try and get the best of me (No one can help but your own self)
City makes my body ache (Lonely, don't try and prey on me)
I feel your world keep dying, no more use in tryin'
And my body's trashed and low, but to you I'll never show myself or what's inside
And I've seen it all before but I'll settle the score, I'll never join your side

Trashed and Scattered - Avenged Sevenfold
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I know what you're thinking, and it probably runs along the lines of "emo" and "angsty"

I suppose the song sounds that way, but don't get me wrong - I'm perfectly normal, for now, at least. I just guess I like the song very much. Ignoring the profanities and rage-fuelled lyrics, Avenged Sevenfold delivers once again.

-K

A little bird told ...

Well, cat's out of the bag.

A little bird, or rather, a huge bitch( by the name of Derrick), told Gabriel about the whole E thing. I am so screwed. Sometimes I wish life was just one big video game with a restart button.

Speaking of video games, apparently I'm not that bad at CounterStrike and DotA as I made myself to be. Treant Protector for life! That sounds pretty wrong, but I am unsure as how to phrase it in a different manner.

-KJ

Somebody save me!

I'd never thought I'd have a routine set for any given holiday period or so, but alas, I realize I have proven myself wrong. Training is four, not three, but four times a week, from 9-11. I go to the gym on tuesday, thursday and sunday morning, at the same gym. For free time, I stay at home and stone?

Sounds pretty much like an atheletic version of school. I guess I should try to go out more with friends and meander through out the throngs of people who crowd Orchard and the surrounding area, soaking in the atmosphere.

Or perhaps I should go to the beach some time soon, maybe Sentosa, to soak in the sun and surf, and idle my time away looking at pretty girls(and/or pretty guys) walking by.

But alas, everybody has a life! And I don't! All because ... I have no idea actually. Maybe I misplaced it somewhere in the gym or on the pitch.

-KJ

Where o where o where is Shadow

Where can shadow be?

I am bored. And in no mood to write a recount, an exposition or a narrative. Guess I'll sing a song.

Where o where o where is Shadow,
where o where o where is Shadow,
where o where o where is Shadow,
where can shadow be?

-KJ

Down down down

Don't know what's up with me. Feeling down lately, like there's some unpatched hole where i guess my liver, lung or heart should be. I'm not sure.

I guess I should be happy cause Chinese is over, but somehow I don't feel very relieved. Kind of tense in fact, and super unfit. Guess I need to hit the gym again soon. Feeling fat sucks. Especially when you're not fat. At least not yet.

Nevermind, the computer games will make me feel better. Hopefully. If not , contact rugby will. Have a sudden urge to demolish somebody.

-KJ